i spent 800 years finding a pen so now you are going to listen

you are not allowed

to offer me “help”

you are not allowed

to tell me not to feel bad

and if you allow me to feel bad

that would “help”



everything I own is breaking

but not as fast

as me

which is okay

because that means

I will run out of me

before I run out of things


and when my skin comes off

and there’s just mist underneath

I will go travelling